Saturday, September 8, 2012

Gypsy Queen

   Anybody that knows me knows I have a tendency to want to move. It's hard for me to stay put..be it in one city, state, job or even partner.  So the fact that I've been in the same house for 8 years, my job for 6 says alot..maybe the Army instilled that desire to move every few years...either way, my dream to return to the sunny, palm tree laden south grows stronger within me.  Why I left 12 years ago had everythaing to do with my children,  wanting to raise them in a somewhat safer and homogeneous environment..my oldest is poised to graduate next May and she will attend the local college because it's free tuition, but I so want her to transfer to Florida and finish her 4 yr degree there. I admit, it's so I can return as well...I admit I am afraid to go alone but the thought of the rest of my life in this place depresses me more than anyone would ever know and my body betrays me even now with the severity of depression.   Currently diagnosed with Shingles; this isn't exactly a disease that happens to healthy people. One of the symptoms include Stress...and I am afraid that is what will be listed on my death certificate...so I actively make plans for a move...will keep you updated..

Welome to my world..

Hello and welcome to anyone out there in the Cyber World who stops for a second and reads any of this. Thought I'd start blogging and get in on this latest craze. Mainly for self medication reasons; it's therapeutic and I can post stuff here I may not post publicly.  It's my world, I do not have to be politically correct and I can "say" what I choose.  Most of it will be boring. Some may be entertaining. Much will be pretty blase'.  But here I go..